Can someone translate this to Spanish? Thanks!?

At times I don't know what to think because you laugh or smile if I ask you something when I speaking seriously. I don't think that what I had to go through was ever funny or ever will be funny. The reason that I have told you to leave me before you ever hurt me with betrayal again is because I could not bear that hurt again. I know you are going through a lot right now, but I am tired of games. I wasn't busy when you called me and I wanted to help you. I didn't mean you only call me if you need something, but I knew you needed something because you asked me where I was and if I was busy. I never ever mind helping you because I love you. Do I wish that sometimes you would call me just to say hi? Of course, but things have changed and I understand that you are busy. I don't want to add more stress to your life and I know you are having to deal with a lot right now, I just need to tell you how I have been feeling.