Am I Alone?

You had better go get some help, people like "her" can get help and you can better understand what "hell" they are going thru...talk to your school counselor, or find out if your family Dr. can be of some help...get some HELP though, for your own well being..I have not ever felt this way, but have been around people like you describe..and it is scary at best..get some help for YOU...